Monday, June 23, 2008
totally wasting the day at home. had a bad case of cramps this morning again. but then it got better as the day wore on. talked to leanne which made me happy coz i really loved hanging out with her when i was in primary school. =) she was one of my bestest best friends.
i read an ex-classmate's blog. and i realised. how our friendship fell apart was because i neglected it. i am guilty of that. but i will not take responsibility for all the blame. like i said before. it takes two hands to clap. if i didnt ask, then why couldnt you? and and and when you wanted the the truth, i gave it. but i doubt you would have believed me.
why? only today, i realised why. you took me as a replacement of something you couldnt attain. i'm sorry, D, i know i made mistakes. but then again, with the things i found out that you did, can i even trust you anymore? you practically lied to me but i believed you without doubting anything.
i read an ex-classmate's blog. and i realised. how our friendship fell apart was because i neglected it. i am guilty of that. but i will not take responsibility for all the blame. like i said before. it takes two hands to clap. if i didnt ask, then why couldnt you? and and and when you wanted the the truth, i gave it. but i doubt you would have believed me.
why? only today, i realised why. you took me as a replacement of something you couldnt attain. i'm sorry, D, i know i made mistakes. but then again, with the things i found out that you did, can i even trust you anymore? you practically lied to me but i believed you without doubting anything.
what we could have been, 11:37 am.
